Who Am I?
Posted on Aug 28th, 2008
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Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
I have forgotten.
I am just a person who is running fast towards a great cliff.
I cannot go back, and no matter how hard I try to stop, I will never stop in time.
I am bound to go off that cliff. And have had no choice in the process.
I am racing to learn how to fly....
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To what direction I need to fly, I don't know. It cannot be straight. I am too much of a clumsy flyer, hell If I even manage to fly at all!
I could fly back, and not lose whatever land I have cultivated myself, if I manage to stay down, with the wings i have been granted. They tend to catch more wind. And the grounds are hostile towards me these days.
Or I could fly away, Of most of what I took for granted, or no, of most I thought I was to hold for much longer. And not knowing if I actually find more soil. But be tranquilly flying for a chance, not to low, or the water will burden my wings, and not to high, or the sun will scorch them. Like Ikaros. Only I need to forge these wings myself.
maybe find myself and dissapear all together. but I wonder if that is enough...
I am just a person who is running fast towards a great cliff.
I cannot go back, and no matter how hard I try to stop, I will never stop in time.
I am bound to go off that cliff. And have had no choice in the process.
I am racing to learn how to fly....
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...
...
To what direction I need to fly, I don't know. It cannot be straight. I am too much of a clumsy flyer, hell If I even manage to fly at all!
I could fly back, and not lose whatever land I have cultivated myself, if I manage to stay down, with the wings i have been granted. They tend to catch more wind. And the grounds are hostile towards me these days.
Or I could fly away, Of most of what I took for granted, or no, of most I thought I was to hold for much longer. And not knowing if I actually find more soil. But be tranquilly flying for a chance, not to low, or the water will burden my wings, and not to high, or the sun will scorch them. Like Ikaros. Only I need to forge these wings myself.
maybe find myself and dissapear all together. but I wonder if that is enough...
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another great song
Posted on Aug 20th, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
MIKA - Happy Ending
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I waste everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Freedom 2
Posted on Aug 20th, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
We are free, as I said before.
Yet, we are not free in time. What freedom we have tomorrow, might not be there tomorrow. It can be taken away by choice of others, or be an effect of your own choice. And it can just simply end for no appearent reason.
As Shirley told me;
Both love and hate are in a sense forms that stop our freedom. But in the same moment enrich the current freedom.
And so we constantly need to make the choice, between which fields we expand our freedom. Or if we improve our freedoms we already have.
Attachement, doesn't result to freedom.
Yet, we are not free in time. What freedom we have tomorrow, might not be there tomorrow. It can be taken away by choice of others, or be an effect of your own choice. And it can just simply end for no appearent reason.
As Shirley told me;
Both love and hate are in a sense forms that stop our freedom. But in the same moment enrich the current freedom.
And so we constantly need to make the choice, between which fields we expand our freedom. Or if we improve our freedoms we already have.
Attachement, doesn't result to freedom.
great song
Posted on Aug 19th, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
James Blunt - Same Mistake
"Same Mistake"
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake,
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.
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Story:
Posted on Aug 18th, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
They say, everyone has a conscience. Or two little puppets that represent good and evil. When I was born, I didn't get two. By mistake, I got three.
The first one, Alf, basicly always took the physical way.
The second, betadine, always took the emotional path.
whereas Gemma, always told me to take the logical step.
Not worthy to state; Gemma made most of my decisions. Alf stood up for me when I was in trouble or love. And betadine, just made everything sensible to me.
I didn't take much notice of them, until one day in november. When betadine and Ald where in a fight. When Gemma gotten into it, I basicly had to make all the decision of my own. I handled them quite well I must say. And after the fight was over, I discovere why. A fourth creature hand found his way inside my head. Delta.
Delta, had to have something to do with faith, until this day. I still wonder...
The first one, Alf, basicly always took the physical way.
The second, betadine, always took the emotional path.
whereas Gemma, always told me to take the logical step.
Not worthy to state; Gemma made most of my decisions. Alf stood up for me when I was in trouble or love. And betadine, just made everything sensible to me.
I didn't take much notice of them, until one day in november. When betadine and Ald where in a fight. When Gemma gotten into it, I basicly had to make all the decision of my own. I handled them quite well I must say. And after the fight was over, I discovere why. A fourth creature hand found his way inside my head. Delta.
Delta, had to have something to do with faith, until this day. I still wonder...
Close encounters of the emotional kind
Posted on Aug 18th, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
What makes us know, when we are doing things good?
How come, that when we carefully weigh, and balance out all the aspects of a situation. the logical, the sociological and the emotional. How come we still don't see the scales tip to a one certain side?
It is possible, I know. And not even unlikely. but when it does happend? Are we just handing in the outcome to fate. And hope, just alike fate gotten us into it, it gets us out again?
Or are we to favour one of the scales, even if that favour, or choice doesn't seem to affect the scales, as the scales more or less represent our choices, over-influenced by outer factors?
Why do they call it fastfood? It isn't fast, you wait 15 minutes before you get it, and eat it in a third of the time...
How come, that when we carefully weigh, and balance out all the aspects of a situation. the logical, the sociological and the emotional. How come we still don't see the scales tip to a one certain side?
It is possible, I know. And not even unlikely. but when it does happend? Are we just handing in the outcome to fate. And hope, just alike fate gotten us into it, it gets us out again?
Or are we to favour one of the scales, even if that favour, or choice doesn't seem to affect the scales, as the scales more or less represent our choices, over-influenced by outer factors?
Why do they call it fastfood? It isn't fast, you wait 15 minutes before you get it, and eat it in a third of the time...
I'm tumbling
Posted on Aug 14th, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
I'm tumbling, or falling. Or in some way not experiencing what should matter.
Some ellements are so hard in my life.
The problem is, when these are not mine to change. And just keep on makeing it harder for themselves. Just for no reason. Because it isn't that hard.
And it drives me mad.
Why, doesn't it just stop? It is so easy not to persuade yourself from the untruth.
why do it?
I am growing tired of that.
Some ellements are so hard in my life.
The problem is, when these are not mine to change. And just keep on makeing it harder for themselves. Just for no reason. Because it isn't that hard.
And it drives me mad.
Why, doesn't it just stop? It is so easy not to persuade yourself from the untruth.
why do it?
I am growing tired of that.
We are alive
Posted on Aug 10th, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
We breath, smell, look and try to perceive.
We feel and fall on our arses.
But we are alive,
And all we do is Run.
Running away,
or running just to think
We fly past buildings, landscapes and sceneries we have never seen before.
We are alive.
We meet people, do stupid things, find great happiness in others.
And sometimes we live by the moment.
We shiver once we are really Alive...
And sometimes we feel dead, we feal grim.
We see there is no use in existence.
And sometimes this takes too long.
And then we all mourn.
But you hold on
Trust, that you are alive.
Just fuck it all, and break through run...
Life starts again.
Viva la vida!
We feel and fall on our arses.
But we are alive,
And all we do is Run.
Running away,
or running just to think
We fly past buildings, landscapes and sceneries we have never seen before.
We are alive.
We meet people, do stupid things, find great happiness in others.
And sometimes we live by the moment.
We shiver once we are really Alive...
And sometimes we feel dead, we feal grim.
We see there is no use in existence.
And sometimes this takes too long.
And then we all mourn.
But you hold on
Trust, that you are alive.
Just fuck it all, and break through run...
Life starts again.
Viva la vida!
The scientist
Posted on Jul 31st, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
--"Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart."--
Coldplay
--"How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?" -- A. Einstein
--"In science as in love, too much concentration on technique can often lead to impotence."--
P. L. Berger
--"Physics is like sex: sure, it may give some practical results, but that's not why we do it."--
R. P. Feynman
Coldplay
--"How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?" -- A. Einstein
--"In science as in love, too much concentration on technique can often lead to impotence."--
P. L. Berger
--"Physics is like sex: sure, it may give some practical results, but that's not why we do it."--
R. P. Feynman
Any other world
Posted on Jul 24th, 2008
by Domus Ulixes
Domus Ulixes
Mika Any other World
"Any Other World"
In any other world
You could tell the difference
And let it all unfurl
Into broken remnants
Smile like you mean it
And let yourself let go
Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in
I tried to live alone
But lonely is so lonely, alone
So human as I am
I had to give up my defences
So I smiled and tried to mean it
To let myself let go
Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in
Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Say goodbye
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Say goodbye
In any other world
You could tell the difference
--"I never ever, I forget my story.
My face is not sad, but sometimes, I am sad."-- Mica Penniman
My face is not sad, but sometimes, I am sad."-- Mica Penniman
love
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