I have a dream
Posted on Mar 6th, 2007
by
Domus Ulixes
Or no, I really don't. I don't have 'A' dream or something even similar. I do not have many musts, and I am starting to find out, that the things I did manically, or impulsively often, are actually starting to bore me. Maybe because, or not because of me noticing them being compulsive.
I need to write though, In dutch, finish my piece of text I worked on as long as a poet would, but then with 1200 words instead of 50.
Yes, I too have the feeling sometimes, that I just need to hit something, or just need to break something. And sometimes the complete opposite. But I can't do that in public, I am strong. But not unfair you see.
It is a life in a jar. And I'm like a universal lid. So I sound great, but when trying I never really do fit. But I don't break when I fall.
But makes it sound like I go from Jar to Jar, but I don't fit on any jar, I really don't belong to any jar. Because no jar can contain the world. And let alone all the people in it!
I do not surrender, I have nothing to surrender to.
And If a dream is that of what is to become. I dream not. No need for it anyhow. As what is already can be enough, and will be, if we just know what it is that we would miss. I wonder sometimes, could I do without love? Perhaps a while, but never long, at least not without giving.
'Once love can no longer change who you are, you know what it is'
Yes, but is that the same moment as you lose the excitement it has?
I don't think so.
I need to write though, In dutch, finish my piece of text I worked on as long as a poet would, but then with 1200 words instead of 50.
Yes, I too have the feeling sometimes, that I just need to hit something, or just need to break something. And sometimes the complete opposite. But I can't do that in public, I am strong. But not unfair you see.
It is a life in a jar. And I'm like a universal lid. So I sound great, but when trying I never really do fit. But I don't break when I fall.
But makes it sound like I go from Jar to Jar, but I don't fit on any jar, I really don't belong to any jar. Because no jar can contain the world. And let alone all the people in it!
I do not surrender, I have nothing to surrender to.
And If a dream is that of what is to become. I dream not. No need for it anyhow. As what is already can be enough, and will be, if we just know what it is that we would miss. I wonder sometimes, could I do without love? Perhaps a while, but never long, at least not without giving.
'Once love can no longer change who you are, you know what it is'
Yes, but is that the same moment as you lose the excitement it has?
I don't think so.

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you seem at war with yourself…I wish you peace and love
only you can stop the battle, but others can show you what it looks like.
Namaste
Someone told me…Ayé, a destructive mind is a loving one… ;)
And if you can destroy..it means change. If we were characters in a book, how boring it would get if we would not change. One needs to change, only one should know what to change.And Love can change you.I believe if it does not , it is not love. Love will change you, but the one you love cannot change you. Life is ironically, for me , like the wind. Blows everywhere, goes from one place to another,keeps changing the intensity, the speed, has different effects on different people, can combine with sand , water etc.And wind can't break. Love, is not love, if it isn't exciting. The question is : Are you ready for the change love can give you?
What is the reality of who we are?
We never stop finding out. Isn't that wonderful?
Maybe the journey itself is already the goal…
I'm enjoying your blog and wishing you peace, love, and light.
Gambate ! (Go For It !)
Here’s a link…(you tube)..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=f9Rm5-jMyUI